jessskidding:
sleeplessnights:
I’m probably a stranger now to all of you. I’m really sorry that I haven’t been on tumblr for a couple of weeks. Honestly, I don’t know what happened… But I promise I’ll get back on this more now. I was getting tumblr withdrawl :P well, I really hope I didn’t miss anything too important up here. I did here from a friend (seaofsounds) about the whole “tracer” guy and the deleting of his account. That’s so scary Dx. So yeah…. It feels good to be back :)
what’s so scary that he deleted it or that he was like a pedo? cause the pedo thing isn’t real lol
Oh really? :/ I thought it was. The pedo thing I mean :/
I’m probably a stranger now to all of you. I’m really sorry that I haven’t been on tumblr for a couple of weeks. Honestly, I don’t know what happened… But I promise I’ll get back on this more now. I was getting tumblr withdrawl :P well, I really hope I didn’t miss anything too important up here. I did here from a friend (seaofsounds) about the whole “tracer” guy and the deleting of his account. That’s so scary Dx. So yeah…. It feels good to be back :)
Tan kid! Haha. Okay. IMA GO TO SLEEP NAO. I’m so bored. Obvsly.
Finally I can sleep without staring at the ceiling for a good hour. I need me music!
shkibb 1 point 2 months ago[-]
Sometimes, when I can’t sleep, I fall asleep to ESPN on the radio. I once heard one of the guys talking about his 16 year old pregnant daughter at like 2 in the morning. They talk about weird shit on ESPN at 2 in the morning.
That I’m glad I have parents. Because otherwise, when I’m an adult I’ll be making the same dumbass mistakes they make. If I weren’t exposed to their flaws, no doubt i’d obtain them. I’m glad I can be smart enough to know which things they do is right and what’s wrong. Cause now I know what it is I never want to be. Example? My mom just was in the kitchen after I heard her and my stepdad yelling upstairs, so I went to see of she was okay. Then I tried to make me feel better and she basically, though not literally, told me to fuck off. I mean that really just made me so depressed. Just, really? Because I went down there, instead of ignoring the problem, and asked her what was wrong and what my stepdad said. I mean, I cared for her and wanted to make her feel better. Plus, I sure as hell should have the right to know. And she told me,” Its none of your business. Get out of the kitchen.” So I told her that I wasn’t like my stepdad and I actually gave a fuck. And she just got pissed off. What.the.fuck.did.I.do???? Now I’m sitting here all depressed. So that taught me a lesson. Always be open and willing to take hospitality. Because hell, if you don’t, not only are you wasting other peoples time AND respect, but you bring them down in a ditch. I don’t think I’ll want to do that to another person. Nope. That’s a half-assed thing to do. So now when I’m older, and somebody wants to comfort me, especially a relative, I’m not going to tell them to shut the fuck up and leave. Because I know how that feels all too well and I’m not going to do thar to another person. No, I’m going to tell them what’s wrong, open up, and even if they don’t accomplish anything, I’ll be able to give them the greatest feeling possible. The feeling that they’ve tried their hardest to help someone who needed comfort.
and I know nobody probably read this but if you did, Thank you.
from the anesthesia and I have a lisp like DBlaith lmao.
